when i get hurts

i am not a first timer person about having a boyfriend...but this is the first time that a cried...exactly; i cry not knowing that crying is one of a sign for being a looser....i tried  to pretend to my self that i am okay but how? cause  every time i saw and a think the person i love the tears and hurt i feel was mine.....one thing i can say to all the person who's fallen in love don't be serious if you think that he/she is not exactly love you.....be open minded.....egelloc stneduts